Im writing this here because it’s the only place i can without everyone asking me shit. I am so sick and tired of pretending, acting like everything is fine when every single second literally pains me. i feel so empty and every time i feel slightly better, something triggers me to go back to rock bottom. so fucking angry and hurt and no fucker cares, not even one bit, i feel so alone. i really don’t know what to do, everything i write i keep deleting cause i just can’t describe what this is like. fuck.

everything has gotten to the point where it feels like a collision of numbness and insanity and everyone is moving on and time is going forward but i’m stood so silently still

hoespice-deactivated20180619:

my dance style ranges from white dad at a barbecue to stripper whose rent is due tomorrow

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